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My Journey part 1.My Journey part 1.This is a rewrite of “my Journey” as I was not happy with how I had written it before so hopefully this will be easier to read. As I sat in a small bar in a pub I thought back on my life and how it had brought me a Fifty + year old crossdresser to this place and time. Back in the late 70s and early 80s many the top shelf magazines were full of “lipstick lesbians” dressed in sexy satin and lace lingerie in various poses so when I got hold of some of those magazines the connection was made between feminine beauty, kissing, tongues, sex, satin and same sex love so all that was to follow in my life seemed to follow on from that for me.I had began to enjoy satin lingerie when I was sixteen after finding a pair of knickers down an alleyway, they were a black satin pair with a lacy panel at the front and after washing them I hid them away in my bedroom at my parents house under a loose floorboard in a bag only bringing them out to wrap around my hard cock and running the satin across my body or the lace across my nipples stimulating me before wanking myself to a delicious orgasm that left me literally shaking all over with exhausted pleasure. When I had finished I always felt a huge sexual release quickly followed by an overwhelming sense of shame and almost horror at what I had done to myself and vowing never to do it again but never throwing them away just putting them back under the floorboard knowing I would always go back to them.It was only a short matter of time before I first put my feet through the leg holes and then began sliding that wonderful satin up my legs and felt the shivering electric feeling of pleasure throughout my body as I pulled them them over my bottom and stuffed my rock hard cock against the slightly adana escort rough lacy panel of those first pair of knickers before lying on my bed and running my fingers and palms over my cock and turning over and doing the same over my bottom, it seemed like hours but was really only a few minutes before I had the most incredible orgasm that I had ever had up to that time.Over the course of the next few months I found dozens of pairs of knickers bras and a satin chemise as well as hold ups and tights that I was later to work out were probably from another crossdresser that had found a unique way of “purging.”A few years later I had my first bi affair, it all started innocently enough on my part but I was to learn that Matthew was not nearly so innocent and in his words had “fancied me for quite a long time and was going to have me one way or another” before he moved away from our town.Matt had his own small flat close to the town center so I used to go to his to pick him up before going to the pubs and nightclubs in town, the night started pretty much as normal with us both being quite a bit drunk but instead of the nightclub we went back to his place to eat and watch a film on his video so with chips and cans of beer we sat on his sofa watching a soft porn film that turned us both on like mad with me trying to hide the fact that had a fierce erection that was very uncomfortable and squashed in to my trousers.Matt did not seem to mind showing off his hard cock in his trousers, then Matt just stood up and took his trousers off saying “it is much more comfortable without them why don’t you take yours off?” I had a secret, I had on a pair of satin knickers so I could not take my trousers off even though I was turned on like mad so said no.Mat just sat back adana escort bayan down pulled his cock out and started to play with it very slowly and sensually whilst watching the film,I couldn’t keep my eyes off of his cock and his hand movements and it wasn’t long before my hand went under the waist band of my trousers and I began playing with myself as well as I returned to watching the video with some lesbians getting hot and making love with each other as only they can.I felt Matt’s hand lightly touch my thigh and slowly move up towards my cock and hand that was still in my trousers rubbing it gently through the material until I pushed his hand away and told him to stop.Matt looked at me and said “You want this as much as I do and I stared at the floor and blurted out out that I was wearing women’s knickers and he said “I have a hard cock sticking out of my pants wanking in front of my mate and have just tried to touch you up so do you think I care?” Mat again placed his hand on my upper thigh and although I knew it was wrong and some part of my mind was screaming in my head for him and me to stop but with the euphoric feeling of both the beer and being so turned on and with my heart beating harder and faster than it ever had before I just stood up and took off my trousers and sat back down in my black satin knickers and Matt again placed his hand on my leg and looked at my satin covered cock and said how wonderful it looked.I said and did nothing just letting him carry on moving his hand so that when he got to my knickers and slid his hand over my hard cock I just opened my legs and closed my eyes feeling both shame pleasure and lust all rolled into one huge and confusing mental emotion as he pulled my cock and balls out of my satin knickers escort adana and rested my balls over the top of the knickers and proceeded to play with my cock before leaning towards me giving me a light kiss on the side of my face.I turned to him in shock but Matt just looked me in the eyes and lent in and kissed me on the lips before pulling away and just looking at me, my mouth had gone so dry it felt like it was full of sand, we didn’t say anything and I couldn’t move so he kissed me again and this time I felt his tongue gently move against my closed lips so I just closed my eyes and opened my mouth slightly and his tongue pushed even further into my mouth forcing it to open more until our tongues met and gently touched.I put my hand to his face and opened my mouth wide and pushed my tongue into his mouth and then moved my hand from his face to his cock and it was then I felt the first cock other than my own in my hand.My mind was in turmoil, here I was deeply kissing my “friend” whilst we gently played with each others cocks and then without stopping kissing he pulled me to my feet and I felt his other hand reach under my shirt and play with my nipple gently pinching it before unbuttoning my shirt and sucking my nipples first one then the other as he began to pull down my knickers a bit more so he had more of my cock in view and then in one smooth motion Matt fell to his knees kissing my stomach as he went until my cock was in line with his mouth whilst one hand was gently wanking me off his other hand stroking my satin covered arse and his lips went around my cock head for the first time.I knew it was only a matter of moments before I would have a huge orgasm so I pulled away and asked if we could move to his small bed so taking my hand in his we moved to his bed and laid down together facing each other and just touched each others bodies running our hands over every square inch before coming together grinding our cocks together whilst hugging caressing and kissing each other.
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